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Wednesday, November 3

short **......

ya......It's time to update my blog...

huuuu..... I think i will start to cherish my sleeping time from now......

Short sem, i though short sem will let me be more relax......
but sorry, that is opposite!
long sem more relax than short sem.
Evert thing is so rush, we almost can't breathe.... O_O

Still remember we three little girls,
repeat our experiment again and again is just because of our sciece lesson plan......

Still remember we three little girls,
do our lesson plan until the next morning, then sleep at 7am and woke up at 8am......

Still remember we do our music project and portfolio until midnight and sleep at 3am......

We already a week didn't sleep well.......That was so excruciating......

But, nobody will believe that, a person will do her homework untill the next morning......
ya......only three of us know~ : (

I told myself yesterday: I should sleep at 9pm....
but, I break my promise......==lll
I slept at 1am yesterday......==lll

Today, I told myself: I should sleep at 9pm......
but.... I am still sitting in front of my laptop......==lll
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So, now we had sumited our music project and portfolio and the 5 science's lesson plan.....
Now we can only concentrate on out technology's assignment and the Visual Art's portfolio......
Seem like so easy...=-=lll But......... Hiaz..... >_<



Then, we all are going to “fight” with our visul are portfolio...
gool luck to us...... >_<





Friday, May 21

What happened to ME~??

Feel moody recently......

What happened to me?
Am I really hate all of my friends?
or because of my emotionally unstable ?

Always can not understand myself
Am I really cannot understand myself or I'm trying to hide myself ?


My friend tried to confused me =-=
but I can clearly understand myself more than anyone else!
Please do not try to confuse me =-=

I'm finding someway to let myself relax......
but my life is full of pressure, my Job, my Study,my Friends......
All are being problems......

I know that our life are full of challenges
We have to stand strong when facing that
But, sometimes will feel tired and wish to give up......

I cannot control my emotion when talking to my friends
I know that I was wrong, but I cannot control myself.
I felt angry and impatient
I can understand him, but I don't hope to listen to him
So, can i know what happened?


Wish to travel, but can not~ because need to spend more of "$$$$"
Wish to take more pictures with my friends, but can not~ because have to spend more "time"

But, No $$ and Time for me!

I always talk to my mother "Can I get more money without working?"
But my mother always reject to answer me......because that such a silly questions.....
Who can answer it ?

Ya......All of you will answer me:
be hardworking on your JOB
be hardworking on your STUDY
be hardworking to prepare for your future

argh!!
Is there any shortcut for these?!
Can my boss increase the salary?!
Can 4D let me get win?!
Can anyone transfer money to my Public Bank account?!

Has been two months, I have not given any "ga yong" for my mother.
Feel I am useless......>_<




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From the Early Childhood Education studies, I learn that

Teacher have to be patient when facing to the child.
There have many strategies that we can use to guide the children.
Not to spotlight on the one that not doing well and praise their effort.
Do not force the child to write or hold the pencil when they are 3 or 4 years old because their fundamental motor skills not yet develop.

These are the things we often overlook.
We often force the child to hold and write in front of us and put pressure on them.


My little 5 years old student cried in front of me when he can not answer the question of the exam.
I was very sad and I would like to tear the exam paper!

Why can adults put the stress on the child ?
They need HAPPY!and carefree life!

Nowadays, children study,tuition, exam......
Repeat everyday to do the same things

Why should a mother open her mouth and asked the 1st question :
Can my daughter answer the Exam questions?

Why won't they asked :
How my daughter today? Have she had her snack? Does she communicate well with her friends?

Why????!!!


Argh...


always being angry when the parents asked me these questions..

can i slap them and tell them what should they asked?
can i slap them and teach them how do they care their children?


Can not......
Nothing we can do......
We can only help the parents to do what they need......
Feel disappointed to the family education and the parents!





That's all...







Friday, March 19

…BackFrom Langkawi~~~

Finally, we back from Langkawi!














The sky outside the aeroplane.....
Nice???
It was only a small window >///<



I can also took those nice pictures! XDD







The sun sets......Nice???

Took it beside the Big Eagle~XD




wahahaha! I like those pictures~~~~>///<


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haha~3 days and 2 nights of the trip is over~~
My assignment is also done.
Now waiting for my Final Exam...and preparing for my final Exam~>_<
+u +u~XD
After the final Exam, then i can enjoyed my sem holiday!!!!!wahahahah!XD







《~END~》

Saturday, March 6

Today...

The course we attend today was so boring!!!
The lecture speech those unimportant things
How to teach a children?
aduh.....
I think we already know how to teach a child,
why did the lecture need to speech again?= =


after finished the course,we go back home by LRT and Bus
when we reach titiwangsa,we wait for the Rapid bus at there......
We waited for about half an hour, there still no bus came......
I heard from my friend said, the rapid kl bus had change line,no bus pass by here anymore.
we walked a very long way to the others bus stop and took a bus go home......
The 1st time I felt myself had break away from the community....


tomorrow need to attend the course again......
......T___T


I hate myself so busy, I don't have time to go out with my friends...
hiaz...............................


It is difficult to use English to express my feelings....T_T
But I am learning......>_<
So,please correct me if I used the wrong grammars/words.

Wednesday, March 3

>_< , ^_^ << O_O>>

Feel stress these few day....
Many assignment have to do.......
Teacher keep set up the assignment to us......
Feel no idea with those assignment,many procedure need to do.
from record transfer to checklist, from checklist bla bla bla....
aduh.......
This Friday is going has a test, I have no time and no mood to study well.==


Today we had a trip to Lake Garden.
I feel there's a beautiful environment,but...I hate trees.= =
Feel many ants on the trees><
when i Get near the trees,I felt my skin itching.>_<

But I felt very satisfied,because I had took a very nice photo!^^



nice shoot, right? hahahah!
felt proud when i took this photo~~hohohoho~>///<

Friday, February 5

Today

So suprised......
today,my classmates were not late to school......
i though they will late today
But when i reach Wangsa Maju
Wen sms me and asked where I was~

cham liao~
That mean, I really late today~><

When I arrived in the classroom , everyone already in their seats
paiseh-ing~



When i was satting on the chair,and looked at Wen......
O_O
I was shocked!
Because she told me something......

She said: The teacher said that today or later there will be a quiz......

Omg!!!
I have never study before!!!>-<
How to take the test?!

Aduh.......
Fortunately, the teacher announced that our exam time will be held on the first of March ><

But!!!!
Today, we had a quiz ......
I had no idea with those questions......>_<


But I stick to finish all the answer.


I feel repent ...><
Why would I did not study hard when I was a child....

haizor,I feel shame with my grammer......



T—T I hope i will not fail in my quiz......><



Friday, January 29

我的第一次!O_O

我发现。。我还蛮多。。。。。第一次的!XD

哈哈~第一次穿formal衣服...
哈哈!很funny下!


今天我6.45am就起床了。。。赶快洗澡,赶快准备。。。
在我换衣服的时候,我才记得。。我姐姐好像有一件黑色formal长裤!哈哈!
所以!我今天的服装又换掉了!







今天跟我的同学们算是进一步的了解了
因为我们聊很多^^
而且我还发现 我们都很爱唱歌!

为什么会发现?哈哈哈!
因为我很吵。。一直在唱歌。。
过后我的同学就问我:你也是很喜欢唱歌的是吗?

waseh!他这样一问!我很paiseh咯!XD
但是他说他也是很喜欢唱歌!XD
爽死了啦!以后我们一定会去唱!

来,一个自拍!^^







Friday, January 22

我要写日记。。。。


我要写日记。。。。


恩,或说 2008 年的12月尾,我很冲忙得准备+了解 CECE 的Course
也很冲忙的拿着资料到处跑。
最后在29/12/2009
我报读了。。。最后的抉择。。
给了学费。。等待上课。

或许,很多人无法相信!:哇!你读书啊?!你以前很大家姐的哦!你读书?你可以没有?

哈哈,就是。我开始读书了!


今天 22/1/2010
是我上课的第四天 ^^

我班上有17位同学,全部女生。
才第一天,我就已经跟班上的一半同学很熟了!^^

我很幸运我是坐在现在这个女生的隔壁,因为她很好人,我不明白的她都会解释给我,然后 他还很漂亮的!^^



第一天老师没有教书,只是把第一个sem的Timetable给我们。

然后第二天,老师开始教书了。而且,就在第二天!我们就有个Drama要演了。
当场想,当场演出来。照着剧本演。
我很不幸,演被打的小孩子。

第三天,更好玩!哈哈!老师教的是social的东西
然后要用skills来教小孩子
Mapping是其中一个!
我们分成两组,然后画学校范围的地图
然后把5个item hide起来,然后要给对方找。
对方很厉害!只用了1.58分钟来找完。
而我们这组,用了5min..还找不到那个。。。。
好可惜啊!!!!!
多怪我们太不会藏东西了!!!
早知道藏深入一点!!!


今天就是第四天了,好可怕的一天咯。因为有Presentation.
是我长那么大以来,第一次站在课室的前面,用英文Present东西.

起初我以为自己会很紧张,结果我很轻松的把自己准备的东西Present了出来。


这四天过得还蛮好的,但是因为是放工后去读书,所以一时会没有精神,想睡觉。
偶尔还会很闷。= =

老师今天交待assigment给我们了。
我开始过着学生的生活,打工,上课,做功课,上网。
哈哈。。。!
希望我的assigment能够顺利完成。
因为很难下!要用小孩子来做报告的

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忽然发现,我已经慢慢习惯我教书的生活了
那些小孩子的pattern我也已经习惯了
不知道是坏事还是好事 恭喜我吧^^

希望我一切顺利!